Looking for a bit of advice, please... - Rape Board

Bethmc2002 · 11-03-2007, 12:56 PM

Hi all,

Need some advice here. To make a long story short, I'm committed to living out my fav long time fantasy of being "raped" by a bunch of men that I don't even know. I have a really good friend who's going to help me with it, just to stay safe, etc. We actually tried to make it happen recently, and damn it all.....I chickened out. I was really mad at myself for not going through with it!!!

What I need advice on is, so that I will relax and let things happen as I so very much want them to, I was wondering if anyone knew of something I could take that would remove my stupid remaining inhibitions and turn me into the nympho I know I really am, but that would leave me aware so that I could enjoy it to the max. I considered getting a bit drunk, but would rather not have my awareness dulled, as drinking would do. Given that my friend would be there to look after me the whole time, I'm interested in what I can take that will get me over the hump and let me be the person that I am, constantly, in my imaginings and fantasies.

Can anyone help?

Thanks,

Beth

Akirana · 11-03-2007, 02:52 PM

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Originally Posted by Bethmc2002

I'm interested in what I can take that will get me over the hump and let me be the person that I am, constantly, in my imaginings and fantasies.

well... i think it takes a shift of consiousness about the whole thing... that can't really be done by taking drugs (alcohol included in drugs

)
and maybe some practise with your friend perhaps so you don't go get gang raped as a first roleplay lol
or just BE the person that you ARE and be comfortable about it...
that's what my advice would be...

SecretObsession · 11-03-2007, 03:06 PM

1mg Xanex. No more than that. Xanex is used to treat anxiety, and if you only take a small amount, it will do just that, not take away from your experience.
(P.S. I do not promote the taking of prescription drugs, illegally ;-)

gaggirl · 11-03-2007, 06:44 PM

I admire you for being someone of the caliber to actually put your fantasies into reality. good for you girly!!

you could try an E or smoke some pot. lol "hey man all good! lets go. more the merrier!" or if it was planned without you knowing- you dont get a CHANCE to build it all up and chicken out and you dont need drugs for that!

Have you done smaller rapes before? If not, maybe you should get warmed up to the idea of strange men by trying say, one strange man or two strange men, before taking on a whole bunch! !

Myself, cannot wait to get a whole bunch of rapists in teh same room together, and even thinking about it makes me nervous as hell but when the time comes Ill just suck it up and go with the moment. Meanwhile I'm going to try a consensual but maybe roughish gang bang first at a nice swingers club and hand out balacalvas to the men that wish to participate (either that or I blindfolded) so that its a way of me warming up to something so huge as a gang rape.

TheWhy · 11-03-2007, 07:57 PM

I think it's wonderful that you're following your desires

I strongly recommend against using drugs to do this. I have no problem with recreational drugs. But if you choose to use them, it should be part of the experience and not to enable it. If you need drugs to make it happen, you're probably not ready yet.

If you do use drugs, be aware even the mildest can have an effect on your judgment. Most common complaints include: Letting your limits be exceeded to your later regret and injury do to assailant getting rougher then planned.

gaggirl had several good suggestions. I'd also add to be careful not to get into a situation you can't get out of, until you've worked up to it and are comfortable with whatever happens.

touriquet2001 · 11-03-2007, 08:42 PM

have to say you have gotten some really good advice . i hope you follow it and always be safe .

MADDOGMCMANAMAN · 11-04-2007, 01:25 AM

yep you got some great advice - the only thing i can add is make sure u get it on hi def camcorder for us perverts on RB !

nathan · 11-04-2007, 12:41 PM

Hey, Beth,

Nice to see you back on the board, and continuing to pursue your luscious and naughty fantasies. I agree with much of what's been said, especially to consider whether you're really ready given what you've said, and to explore your fears and inhibitions.

Perhaps a consensual gangbang or two would be helpful. You know me... always happy to arrange it!

nathan

GOATBOY · 11-04-2007, 06:45 PM

charlie is good

but nothing gets women going like a few drinks.

fantasygal · 11-04-2007, 06:46 PM

lol to Goatboy's advice. It's so true

katiek · 11-05-2007, 11:35 AM

i think you should think about why you can't go through with it because maybe in your heart you just can't. it doesn't matter if you can't go through with it right? maybe it will damage you emotionally. i wouldn't take drugs because they make you do things you wouldn't do normally. just make sure you really want this. take care xxx

Sheep · 11-08-2007, 07:45 PM

Don't take drugs for this (possible exception Xanex). A drink or two maybe, but this should be the **real** you, not someone off their face.

I like the surprise idea best. Usual shit of agree limits, safeword, etc.

Not sure about the idea of taking it slow ... there's something appealing about the idea of going in the deep end ... the overwhelming mindfuck of it all.

11-03-2007, 12:56 PM	#1
Bethmc2002 Member Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Ottawa, Ontario, Canada Posts: 29 Reputation: 90	Looking for a bit of advice, please... Hi all, Need some advice here. To make a long story short, I'm committed to living out my fav long time fantasy of being "raped" by a bunch of men that I don't even know. I have a really good friend who's going to help me with it, just to stay safe, etc. We actually tried to make it happen recently, and damn it all.....I chickened out. I was really mad at myself for not going through with it!!! What I need advice on is, so that I will relax and let things happen as I so very much want them to, I was wondering if anyone knew of something I could take that would remove my stupid remaining inhibitions and turn me into the nympho I know I really am, but that would leave me aware so that I could enjoy it to the max. I considered getting a bit drunk, but would rather not have my awareness dulled, as drinking would do. Given that my friend would be there to look after me the whole time, I'm interested in what I can take that will get me over the hump and let me be the person that I am, constantly, in my imaginings and fantasies. Can anyone help? Thanks, Beth

11-03-2007, 07:57 PM	#5
TheWhy Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: NE Pennsylvania Posts: 186 Reputation: 266	I think it's wonderful that you're following your desires I strongly recommend against using drugs to do this. I have no problem with recreational drugs. But if you choose to use them, it should be part of the experience and not to enable it. If you need drugs to make it happen, you're probably not ready yet. If you do use drugs, be aware even the mildest can have an effect on your judgment. Most common complaints include: Letting your limits be exceeded to your later regret and injury do to assailant getting rougher then planned. gaggirl had several good suggestions. I'd also add to be careful not to get into a situation you can't get out of, until you've worked up to it and are comfortable with whatever happens. __________________ When she begs "why?", now you know

11-04-2007, 01:25 AM	#7
MADDOGMCMANAMAN PUSSYCRUSHER Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: YOUR MOMMAS HOUSE Posts: 2,161 Reputation: 9875	yep you got some great advice - the only thing i can add is make sure u get it on hi def camcorder for us perverts on RB ! __________________ The Original PUSSYCRUSHER !!

11-04-2007, 12:41 PM	#8
nathan Senior Member Join Date: Nov 2006 Posts: 142 Reputation: 175	Hey, Beth, Nice to see you back on the board, and continuing to pursue your luscious and naughty fantasies. I agree with much of what's been said, especially to consider whether you're really ready given what you've said, and to explore your fears and inhibitions. Perhaps a consensual gangbang or two would be helpful. You know me... always happy to arrange it! nathan __________________ * Honesty is the original aphrodisiac *

11-04-2007, 06:45 PM	#9
GOATBOY Privileged Member Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: london uk Posts: 627 Reputation: 4793	charlie is good but nothing gets women going like a few drinks. __________________ HAPPINESS IS A DRY PUSSY

11-03-2007, 03:06 PM	#3
SecretObsession Passion's Playtoy Join Date: Aug 2007 Posts: 1,591 Reputation: 11692	1mg Xanex. No more than that. Xanex is used to treat anxiety, and if you only take a small amount, it will do just that, not take away from your experience. (P.S. I do not promote the taking of prescription drugs, illegally ;-)

11-03-2007, 06:44 PM	#4
gaggirl * yawn * Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Australia Posts: 3,058 Reputation: 40178	I admire you for being someone of the caliber to actually put your fantasies into reality. good for you girly!! you could try an E or smoke some pot. lol "hey man all good! lets go. more the merrier!" or if it was planned without you knowing- you dont get a CHANCE to build it all up and chicken out and you dont need drugs for that! Have you done smaller rapes before? If not, maybe you should get warmed up to the idea of strange men by trying say, one strange man or two strange men, before taking on a whole bunch! ! Myself, cannot wait to get a whole bunch of rapists in teh same room together, and even thinking about it makes me nervous as hell but when the time comes Ill just suck it up and go with the moment. Meanwhile I'm going to try a consensual but maybe roughish gang bang first at a nice swingers club and hand out balacalvas to the men that wish to participate (either that or I blindfolded) so that its a way of me warming up to something so huge as a gang rape.

11-03-2007, 08:42 PM	#6
touriquet2001 please delete Join Date: Oct 2007 Posts: 3,805 Reputation: 35886	have to say you have gotten some really good advice . i hope you follow it and always be safe .

11-04-2007, 06:46 PM	#10
fantasygal Member Join Date: Sep 2007 Posts: 94 Reputation: 11	lol to Goatboy's advice. It's so true

11-05-2007, 11:35 AM	#11
katiek Junior Member Join Date: Feb 2006 Posts: 11 Reputation: 6	i think you should think about why you can't go through with it because maybe in your heart you just can't. it doesn't matter if you can't go through with it right? maybe it will damage you emotionally. i wouldn't take drugs because they make you do things you wouldn't do normally. just make sure you really want this. take care xxx

11-08-2007, 07:45 PM	#12
Sheep Junior Member Join Date: Nov 2007 Posts: 1 Reputation: 10	Don't take drugs for this (possible exception Xanex). A drink or two maybe, but this should be the real you, not someone off their face. I like the surprise idea best. Usual shit of agree limits, safeword, etc. Not sure about the idea of taking it slow ... there's something appealing about the idea of going in the deep end ... the overwhelming mindfuck of it all.