New girl! Please be mean... er, I mean nice... to me ;)

[Paws]

Hello, hello, hello. Long time lurker, first time poster, etc etc! I already said hi in the new members thread but I thought I'd post a thread of my own as well, and see who makes friends with me...

I'm 24, I'm a girl and I'm British. I won't describe how I look here and now, but I'll tell you that some days I look in the mirror and think I'm cute, and then some other days I don't at all, I'd much rather see my face covered in tears, with a hand that's not mine clamped over my mouth... But I guess that's probably pretty similar for a lot of people here, right?... I like a lot of rather twee things like kittens and cross stitch and singing and parks and cups of tea and dancing, as well as being pushed down and forced in to all kinds of depravity and mind games.

There's all sorts of things I'd like to talk about on here, I feel like I found the place where I can be totally open and actually talk about all this rape stuff with people who will understand... There's not many friends of mine who I could confide in and then not worry that they thought I was some sort of crazed pervert... But there's plenty of time for us to talk I hope... I just thought I'd say hi for tonight...

Sorry if I've come across a little stilted, I'm just nervous as hell. I'll loosen up once I've 'met' a few of you

Oh, and can anyone help me with how to change my avatar? I can't seem to do it... I feel dumb... help!.

Nice to meet you all. Paws