I am wondering if most men just want a quick, no challenge jump off, or if they want to take their time and look in her eyes as they break her will to fight. If they want to break her will, how do you go about doing it? Physical and/ or psychological abuse, and to what extreme would you enjoy going to-or would it be too much trouble?
I fantasize about a big, strong guy with a sadistic streak. I can see the sadism in his eyes that he is determined to break me-just for his pleasure of seeing me scared and in pain. I am pretty strong physically and emotionally so it would take a lot to break me down into that state where I am so scared there is no more fight left in me, and I have resigned to the fact that I am now his slave and exist only for his pleasure. I think this is the ultimate power over somebody, but most guys seem to like petite girls who they can quickly rip their clothes off and bang without too much trouble.
Are there any guys out there that have fantasies that cater to the darker and more painful things with rape? I'd love to hear about them