[pervipete]

1. Your gender and age? Male, 43
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual? Straight
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim? Rapist
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies? Around puberty so about 12/13ish
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...) A kind of combination, I grew up in the early days of the video nasty era so stuff like Death Wish, particularly 2, Last House on the Left and there was a book that I liberated from my dad’s collection, it was called Nighthawk, or something similar. It was about a female psychiatry in a criminal asylum who discovered that by sexual arousing this mute sex offender she could have the feeling transferred to this over Dr who had dumped her, so of course lots of description of her being groped and having sex with said loony, and off course this made the other doctor go out and rape a woman in the park one night, like you do
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child? No
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life? No again
8. How often do you fantasize about rape? often
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize? Sometimes
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies? Mostly
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating? Not sure to be honest.
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies? Both
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know? Both
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape? Again both, though more to the former
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch? No, if it involves someone else its either the victim telling the story to me or it’s kind of like watching a porn film in my mind.
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) Very
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) either
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.) Anywhere
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)? Just female lol
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)? Mainly soft, kind of coercion more than violence
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation? The sex
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc nah
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim? Again nah
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc Oh god no, the less screaming the better, nothing more off putting then you being the one with the bloody headache ha ha
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ? Nah
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up? Sometimes and wherever it ends up anyway
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) time to time
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Time to time
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) yep
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm? Time to time
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies? not
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last? Well I have the ability to kind of restart the fantasy from where I left off so I’m damned if I know
33. How do you feel after such a "session" happy of course
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies? Not anymore
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy? Yes, the woman daft enough to love me with all my faults and foibles
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies? Yes
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life? Not yet, but hope does tend to spring eternal
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up? Yeah, I’m practising the knots
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)? Rare enough as to be non existent
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly. Yep, blackmail all the way...