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Old 05-30-2013, 04:36 AM   #24
HeatherK
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1. Your gender and age? Female, 36
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual? Straight
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim? Victim
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies? 20s
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...) Seeing actresses raped in mainstream movies. The fine line between acting and reality was a huge turn on.
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child? No
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life? No
8. How often do you fantasize about rape? Regularly
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize? Sometimes
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies? Sometimes
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating? Yes
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies? Vanilla too
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know? Stranger rape always
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape? Both
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch? Victim or watching
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) Very important. Contrast his enjoyment vs my humiliation.
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) Very important.
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.) Office, house, forest
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)? Business woman, lawyer - anything with a smart, arrogant woman. Love the transition from smart in control woman to humiliated, messed up and defeated.
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)? Can be more brutal keeping in mind its a fantasy and I want to walk away when its over!
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation? The humiliation stimulates the sex!
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc Very important
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim? Of course.
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc Very
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ? Yes
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up? Over me, my clothes.
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Often
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Often
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Often
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm? Often
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies? Not so important.
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last? you lose track of time...
33. How do you feel after such a "session" Exhilaration
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies? Some.
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy? No
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies? No
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life? No but hope to one day!
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up? Yes
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)? Not specifically
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
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