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Old 06-14-2016, 09:08 PM   #103
badcorps187
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I copy pasta'd this from another site. Mostly the same questions.


1. Your gender and age?

Male in my 40's

2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?

Straight

3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?

Rapist

4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?

Puberty. 12 ish

5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)

I vaguely remember watching a lot of 80's slasher movies and imagining the various female victims being raped instead of (or just prior to) being killed


6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?

No but I started my sexual experiences very early. Around 8 I was regularly playing doctor with the sisters that lived in my apartment building. I don't consider it molestation since we were very close in ages.


7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?


No and no.

8. How often do you fantasize about rape?

If I'm in here lurking or posting I am thinking of it. So pretty much nightly.


9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?

Sometimes.

10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?


More than sometimes.

11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?

Usually yes.

12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?

Maybe half and half.


13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?

Someone I know or at least have a passing acquaintance with but strangers are certainly not deal breakers. The humiliation and degradation aspect is more intense if we know each other even if I keep my identity hidden with a mask.


14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?

My fantasies favor gang rape but in a role play keeping multiple characters distinct and separate can be difficult. The other rapists that aren't me tend to be supporting characters


15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?

In a gangrape I might watch until, heh, there is an opening for me but I am always a participant.

16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)

Absolutely important. The whole objective is making myself feel good by using the victim's body against her will.


17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)

Absolutely important. Her psychological and emotional suffering is the other side of the coin to my pleasure. Physical pain is unavoidable and only a by product in any realistic portrayal and not the objective. I don't believe in pain for pain sake.


18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)

In the victim's house or somewhere she feels safe until I ruin it.


19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?

As a rapist I am comfortable being the bad guy so mostly criminal types, soldier, spy etc. I have a preference for action girls like soldiers, cops, adventurer but rape is a crime of opportunity. I also prefer my victims to fight back no matter how ineffective it is at least in the beginning. I guess I have a thing for tomboy types as well, athletes and nerdy gamer girls.



20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?

I prefer to use only enough force to restrain her enough to get what I want than beat her into submission. I want to look at a pretty face when I rape her. It shouldn't be necessary to punch her but a slap in the face or on the ass would be more for psychological reasons than physical. If I want to hurt her I will penetrate deeply and hit her cervix or just fuck her as hard and as fast as I can. If I want to impress her with a show of strength I can lift her and throw her around.


21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degradation?

Chicken or the egg ? In rape they all go together. Sexual desire is a jumping off point but rape is also about power and humiliation feeds into that.


22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screaming etc

I like a fighter. I want her to HATE what is happening. It makes my overpowering of her all the more pleasurable. I want her to try as much as she can to resist or escape. Every time she fails reminds her how helpless she is against me. Gags or other means to silence her might be appropriate depending on how close others are.


23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?

Not only that but a good chase leading up to a struggle.

24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc

It is important that she do all of these things in a specific order. At the onset she fights and struggles and screams. She is too proud to beg until she realizes that her own body is betraying her. Being violated against her will is bad enough but to orgasm from a rape is enough to make her beg for me to stop. Once she has a very loud and wet and obvious orgasm the real humiliation begins.


25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degarding the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?

I LOVE a running dialogue with my victim as I rape her. If she ever tries to zone out and just pretend none of this is real it is the perfect time to verbally remind her what she is here for. It doesn't necessarily have to be verbal abuse but communication is a must.

26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?

If there is only one cumshot it should be inside of her. Gangrape means never having to choose. It goes everywhere. Cumming on her face is a close second especially if she is going to been seen by someone before she can clean up.

27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)

Rarely. Not my thing IRL. If I do rape her ass it is just to prove that I can do what I like with any part of her.

28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)

Towards the end when she is broken and much less likely to bite. Having her suck my cock is a way for me to entertain her begging and bargaining. "Sure I'll let you go if you blow me and swallow." Only to laugh and call her a slut and keep raping her.

29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)

Always.

30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?

Yes. This is a very important aspect for me. I consider it the ultimate domination to rape a girl and make her orgasm from it. Multiple times each one stronger and more emotionally scarring than the one before it. She can try to hide her inevitable climax with more squirming and crying out but I can FEEL her orgasm happening.


31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?

My cock is big enough for her to know that I can hurt her with it but it isn't a major plot point. My cock gets a supporting role credit and not "name above the title" like a major Hollywood star



32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?

It depends on the fantasy and I am not a clock watcher.

33. How do you feel after such a "session"

Satisfied. Powerful.

34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?

I got over that a long time ago. That being said I keep it a secret.



35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?

No one currently in my life.

36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?

I have talked to a lot of ex girlfriends about it and it seems like a pretty common kink to varying degrees of seriousness but no one currently.



37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?

Once. A FWB worked up the nerve to ask me if I would act out a break in and rape her while she slept one night. I dressed in all black and sneaked in through a window. I crept into her bedroom threw the blanket off and pounced on her as she was face down. I had a small bottle of lube and poured half on my cock and half on her ass. I kept her pinned face down and railed her hard and fast. She didn't stay in character for long and her "No. Stop. Don't." turned into "Yes. Please. More." but I didn't mind.



38. Do you imagine yourself or your victim to be tied up?


Despite being ex navy I am terrible with knots I would rather hold her down myself or have other guys hold her down by hand. Resorting to rope or handcuffs is cheating in my opinion unless in a kidnap or abduction scenario. Once I have her in a better location the restraints are removed.


39. Are kidnapping - captivity - repeated rape - sexual slavery scenarios part of your fantasies?

Repeated rape first and foremost. Captivity and slavery not so much. Kidnapping takes the form of catch and (rape and) release and catch again later.


40. Is the possible pregnancy of the victim part of your fantasies?

All my rapes are done bareback. The risk of pregnancy is the ultimate form of marking my territory.



41. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing a role in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?

Not really.

42. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.

Clothes and especially uniforms should be ripped open enough to get at the desirable parts but never removed entirely. I really enjoy the aftermath of witnessing her trying to get dressed again only to find that the shredded remains of her clothes no longer cover much anymore. I like seeing her walk of shame and from a distance trying to readjust to life after being raped.
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