Well in addition to the "sex without guilt" feelings a rape fantasy provide, you've also discovered that you have a natural desire to be "forced to submit" that is equally strong. The yearnings to submit to a powerful man have deep evolutionary roots that (for some women) can not be sanatized by 21st century political correctness.
The question I have though is - thinking back on it - do you now wish he had grabbed you? Have you touched yourself thinking about it? And knowing that you were one step closer to reality - did you climax faster? harder?
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