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Old 08-12-2013, 09:17 PM   #49
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1. Your gender and age?
Female, and old enough to be here
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
None of the above. But if I had to choose one, then bisexual.
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
The victim. But I could also be a victim-broken-into-assistant
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
I liked the feeling of being restrained from a very young age, and played strip-and-restrain games with a boy even before elementary school. But it only became overtly sexual when I was about 16.
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
Stories showed me the direction. Then anime/cartoon. And then I played with someone online for the first time, and everything just exploded
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
Nothing I wouldn't have wanted.
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
Nope
8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
It depends on my mood... constantly throughout the day sometimes, but half a month without any fantasies at other times.
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Only if I am already in bed
Or if I am playing with my exhibitionist tendencies at the same time...

10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
Only if I am reading in bed
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
I think it's the other way around - better orgasms tend to push more rape fantasies into my head
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
Both.
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Strangers.
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
If one-after-another counts as gangrape, then gangrape
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
I would most likely be involved.
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Very important
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Very important
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
Public transports (train, bus, etc.), someone else's car, forest, my prison/dungeon (where I am kept... not necessarily a "real" dungeon/prison), washroom, behind public buildings
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
The average, slightly large, perverted older man But bearded, muscular military type is good, too... and the devious, subtle, long haired vampire type is good for some occasions, too...
I am not too picky haha

20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
Softer
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
The humiliation. Vanilla sex is kind of boring
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
Definitely! But there doesn't have to be struggling... I see ignoring helpless, soft pleading as "overpowering", too
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
Nope
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
Quite
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
Yes, please <3
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
Yes. Inside, outside, or even just on my clothes...
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Rarely
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Often
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Occasionally
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Quite likely
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
Not at all. Nothing extraordinary (on either end of the scale).
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
Anywhere from a few minutes to recurring throughout the whole day
33. How do you feel after such a "session"
Varies wildly. Anywhere from randomly breaking into tears to feeling especially seductive
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
Sometimes.....
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
Yes
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
Yes
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
Yes, but never to completion
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
Often
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
Never.
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
Maybe some other time
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