[LisaCannon]

1. Your gender and age?
Female and 36
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Bisexual
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
Victim
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
12/13
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
Hearing about rapes, movie scenes, stories....
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
No
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
I was taken advantage of by a man while drunk at 15, and had a boss blackmail me for sex when I was 23. That's it.
8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
Every single day almost
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Not always but quite often
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
Yes
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
Yes.
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
Nothing vanilla. Either rape, BDSM, slave/master, or violence so some kind.
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Both equally
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
Usually 2-3 arrackers.
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
I'm always the victim.
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
It's very important, but mostly because his enjoyment is likely caused by my pain, and my pain is what gets me off.
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Absolutely important.
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
Motel room, the bar when I'm closing up late at night, in the woods, and public bathrooms (dragged into a men's room)
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
Convicts, bikers, blacks, and a boyfriend/husband's boss
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
Definitely more brutal.
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
The humiliation and degradation since it's that treatment that gets me off sexually.
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
Yes. VERY important.
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
Yes. The harder I fight in my fantasy, the more violent I'm beaten and raped.
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
Yes.
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
Yes.
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
Yes and usually seen dripping out of the ass, cunt, and forced to swallow. It also ends up on the face and hair while the victim is then forced in public this way.
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Yes, always.
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Yes, always.
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Yes, always.
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Not usually.
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
Very important that the cock(s) are large. More pain this way.
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
Anywhere from 15 minutes to 45 minutes.
33. How do you feel after such a "session"
Wonderful.
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
No. Never.
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
Mildly. No one knows the extent of my fantasies or anywhere close to it.
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
No.
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
Yes.
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
Sometimes. Sometimes held down physically too.
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
Yes but I don't know their names,
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
That the rape be watched live. Maybe through a motel window from strangers in the parking lot, or my favorite when it's watched live on a sex cam by a thousand strange men.