Maradona,
Thanks for your support hun.
I think what I've been doing for the past six years was handle it on my own. Sometimes pushing it out of my mind, while other times dwelling on it so much that I would drive myself nuts. I love the positive attitude about moving forward, but you need to know that just like a car needs gas to move forward, so does a person need an understanding to keep going.
In my case, I'm desperate to know what I did. Maybe I'm chasing the wind with this, but if I were honest with myself, it's almost easier to place the blame on myself because then, at least it's something. Even though a good number of you kind folks has said it was not my fault for the actions of another.
Like I said before, I look at the decision I made back then and think, had I said yes. This wouldn't have happened. Not sure if that made any sense.
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