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Old 06-27-2013, 01:01 AM   #38
shyshadow
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1. Your gender and age?
Female 21
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Straight
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
Victim
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
19
5. Do you still know what started it?
Yes
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
Yes
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?
Yes
8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
All too often
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
Sometimes
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
Sometimes
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
Yes
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
Both but I masturbate to rape fantasies more often
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Someone I know
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
Both
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
I’ve never thought about just watching before.
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
It depends
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
It depends
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
At home
19 What's your favorite type of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
Someone I know
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
Somewhere in between
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
Degredation
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
Yes
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
It depends
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
It depends
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
Yes
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
Yes. Everywhere
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Often
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Often
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Often
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Sometimes
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
Not that important
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
Until I fall asleep
33. How do you feel after such a "session"
Sleepy
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
Yes
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
None
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
None
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
No
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up?
Yes
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)?
Haven’t seen much
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
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