I have had an experience like that when I was about 7 years old.
I do remember it well, me and a couple of friends from the neighbourhood where going by the houses pretending to be selling t'v-guides, I went to a neighbour an olderly guy, around 60.
He invited me in with a cookie, and inside he turned on the tv and with it a porn movie.
note that i was only 7 and had no idea what was really happening, the guy then started to stroke his crouch as he watched me looking at the tv.
About the time i finished my cookie i told him I had to go home and he let me go.
It was years later when I completly understood what had happened there.
But I always kinda ignored it happened, till I talked about it to a friend of mine, after that I went to a therapist about it for a while just to talk about it, get it of my chest.
Just basicly learning to talk about it is the hard part, after that you begin to give it a place in your mind.
Even though nothing really happened this guys still makes me sick to my stumach.
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