Hi people:
This probably is the first time in a long long while for me to post on this board. I had signed in previously, but I didn't stay on very long. It's nice to see that this board is still standing, though a lot must have happened.
I've spent a lot of time thinking about myself and thinking about all that's happened. As for female hating, I don't do that anymore, and I won't go down that road again. I've decided that I can't do that. I don't consider it a mistake on my part, but rather, I consider it a learning process. I had good reason to feel as I did, and I'll stand by that. But, not everyone is the same. I also wasn't perfect, and made many many mistakes, which I'm very aware of now. What's important is that I surely learned a lot out of it. I feel like I have grown up. It was irresponsible for me to place all females in the same category, especially without knowing their background and story. If you look at things negatively, you'll only see negative things. Everyone can look sinister if you look at them suspiciously.
I've spent almost all of this time trying to understand myself, and also trying to forgive myself, and I've been feeling much better - far better than I ever felt in a long time. Hopefully that can be reflected in all my future posts here.
