Welcome to the forum. I do believe that it is permissible to discuss you own experiences as a rape victim on the forum, although not advisable - basically, anyone can read them (not just members) and while the admins/mods are very diligent in keeping actual sexual predators out of the membership, it is highly likely that some the sorts that will are the kind of men who will really get off on your pain and suffering for real, and may be moved to do something about it. But yeah, you're correct in that a lot of survivors of rape develop fantasies about it for a variety of reasons. Hope that your time here helps you deal with it if you need to, or arouse you if that's what you prefer.
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