"He's not a loser! He does the best he can for me! And...I put more pressure on myself than he does...about a job." I am finding it difficult to ignore the building thrill in my belly.
"I...hate being...such a burden on him.....I thought I would be watching someone's kids and stuff...I never thought..." I swallow hard.
Tears swell from my eyes. "Why are you doing this to me? I don't know you...I've never done anything to you...I never do anything to anyone, I just stay in my own little corner and try not to bother ANYONE...so, WHY?"
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Oh, I will be alright, just use me...The future's bright without me...
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