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1. Your gender and age? 52, Male

2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Straight

3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim? Rapist

4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies? Not sure but very young

5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...) They started with thoughts that I wasn't able to process and grew while being supported by books magazines, tv episodes and finally movies.

6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child? No

7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life? No

8. How often do you fantasize about rape? All the time

9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize? Yes

10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies? Yes

11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating? Yes, even in straight sex, I often have a rape scenario in the back of my mind.

12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fantasies? Mostly about rape or at least conquest.

13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know? Oddly enough, I am a gentle soul in real life and hate to see anyone or anything hurt. I am very protective of friends and loved ones so my fantasy tends to most always be strangers or those I don't know.

14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gang rape? Both

15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch? Most always involved but have watched on a few occasions.

16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) Absolutely important

17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) Absolutely important

18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.) the scenario is more important than the location. The location need only be consistent with the scenario.

19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirate, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILF, business woman, nun, female POW .....)? I like strong, intelligent, powerful, etc women. Don't get the slut thing or innocent victim so much. I love the idea of reducing a confident, intelligent woman to a frightened victim begging for mercy and being destroyed.

20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)? Brutal and often times deadly

21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degradation? Humiliation and degradation.

22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screaming etc? To a point but I am more into the mental side than the physical. I enjoy using a mental game, blackmail or other ploy to get the victim to cooperate in her own humiliation. It seems to me that would be harder to cope with. It is one thing to be physically over-whelmed as a victim could always say she tried but if she had to give in for some reason, that would have to be more devastating to deal with.

23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim? Some

24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc? Absolutely

25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ? Yes

26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up? Where she least wants it.

27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Always

28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Always

29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Always

30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm? Never

31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies? Not a big part but it does have to be large enough to get the job done doesn't it?? lol

32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last? It depends on the time available.

33. How do you feel after such a "session"? Satisfied, tired

34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies? Yes, Like I said, in real life I am a gentle soul. It is hard to reconcile my fantasy with my reality.

35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy? Yes, my wife.

36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies? Yes a woman friend and an old girl friend.
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life? Yes, I had an old girl friend into rape fantasy and we used to plan elaborate scenarios and act them out. It included dressing the part, playing the character and location. For instance, She had a 2nd shift part time job and the poor thing was raped in the back seat of her car by a thug after work one night! ;-)

38. Do you imagine yourself or your victim to be tied up? Not really

39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing a role in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)? Never porn stars but celebrities quite often.

40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly? Not that I can think of...

I am one of the few that enjoys snuff as a part of the scenario. I am not really into blood but enjoy asphyxiation, hanging and such. Sometimes breast destruction. Impalement is interesting but in my imagination it is less bloody than it would be in reality!?! Odd I know! lol I have also thought about vore in form of the victim being swallowed by an enormous snake! (Weird again!) Wouldn't that be the ultimate cover for the crime? The victim and all evidence eaten?? lol