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Old 05-10-2013, 06:42 PM   #17
Marilyn
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1. Your gender and age? Female, 25
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual? Straight, but I guess I like a little girl on girl fun..
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim? Victim
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies? I was a bit turned on by the thought of rape and kidnapping at a very young age, but I don't thing I understood it then. I think I was around 18 when I realized that it was kind of normal.
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...) Movies... and books
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child? No...
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?Never
8. How often do you fantasize about rape? Every day It's just a harmless fantasy that no one knows about...
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize? Sometimes, but its not a must..
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies? No...
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?No..
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies? I only masturbate to vanilla-porn.
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know? both.
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape? One on one... that's hot.
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch? I like watching too
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) Important.
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) Important..
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)My apartment actually.. but also work
19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)? Police, soldier, convicts, vampire...
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)? Brutal AND soft
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?It depends...
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc I do enjoy that...
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?I fight...
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.)No...
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up? Inside me
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Never, I hate it.
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Yes!! Oral is good
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Always.
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm? Yes
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies? I like it not too big, but an normal will do.
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last? No clue... never timed it
33. How do you feel after such a "session"
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?Not anymore. I used to feel guilty. But Now I don't care. It's my dirty mind, no one will ever know!
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?Yes, My friends, my BF and some of my former rapers.
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies? Yes.They are surprisingly common.
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life? Yes! And I'm so glad I did!
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up? I can be, but I like to fight...
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)? Yes, I like Gerard Butler
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly. No, you did fine
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