[Surrender2U]

1. Your gender and age? 35
2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual? Bi-curious
3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim? Both, but mostly victim.
4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies? 6ish
5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...) Dreams, rl, and movies.
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child? yes
7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life? no
8. How often do you fantasize about rape? Several times a day.
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize? Sometimes
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies? Watching movies yes, stories no.
11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating? Yes, 99% of my orgasms come from rape thoughts.
12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies? I sometimes have vanilla, but it's mostly rape.
13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know? Someone I know.
14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape? One on one mostly, but sometimes a father w/ his sons.
15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch? Always involved.
16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) Extremely important!!
17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important) Very important
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.) Bedroom, hiking trail, basement
19 What's your favorite type of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)? Just your average guy.
20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)? I go either way, but it's mostly brutal.
21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation? The sex and being vulnerable to him.
22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc. Hell yes!
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim? Yes!!
24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc Yes!
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ? Yes!
26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up? Yes, and it goes everywhere except my ass.
27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Often
28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) always
29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never) Always
30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm? Yes
31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies? Not important
32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last? Only a few minutes
33. How do you feel after such a "session"? Great.
34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies? Not at all.
35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy? yes
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies? no
37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life? somewhat
38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up? 100% of the time, yes!
39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)? Nah not really.
40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly. My fantasies usually involve kidnapping, being taken away from my husband and kids, or blackmailing me.