[BigJnaturals]

1. Your gender and age? -----Female, 20

2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?----Pansexual

3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?------victim

4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?----- when I was 12

5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)-----No, I don't to be honest.

6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?-----Yes.

7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life?----- Yes, I've been raped more than once.

8. How often do you fantasize about rape?-----everyday.

9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?------ Most of the time.

10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?-----yes

11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?------ Very much so.

12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies? ------always about rape.

13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?------both.

14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?----one on one I guess.

15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch? -----involved.

16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)-----I am not sure if "important" is the word, but it does play a role in my fantasy.

17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)-----N/A

18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)----I really like outside and bedrooms.

19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?-----i think of white men. Of any ages. I really like it if they're a lot younger than me or a lot older than me.

20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?----I fantasize about both quite often.

21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation? ---- Do I really have to chose? Degradation and sex I suppose.


22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering
sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc---- Yes, unless its a drugged/chloroform scenario. Then I want them to lay absolutely still.

23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?----yes.

24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc----yes

25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degrading the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?----I like it, yes. Its not important though. I can still get off without it.

26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?--- Inside. (ass, pussy, throat)

27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)----more often lately.

28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)----often.

29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)---always.

30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?---not really i guess. More of trying to resist the pleasure.

31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?---Not that important.I have fantasized about big and small.

32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?----I do it for hours a day.

33. How do you feel after such a "session"---wanting more.

34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?----Yes.

35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?---- My boyfriend sort of knows, but he doesn't understand the extent of it all.

36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?---No.

37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?----I've tried. But it didn't work on his end.

38. Do you imagine yourselve or your victim to be tied up? ---- Sometimes.

39. Are there any celebrities or pornstars playing arole in your fantasies (as rapists or victims)? ----not really no.

40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly. ---- Lets see, I don't like fantasies where the woman begins to like it half way through or something. I like her to dislike it, to hate it, all of the way until the very end.