I know you were nervous about posting that Huni, especially how you've had to deal with these flashbacks. I've never been more disgusted with the legal system than after reading that. I think they were proposing up to 2 years in prison for posession of violent pornography if that law is passed in the UK, that's longer than that man served. Your failed suicide attempt was ironic but meant to be I think, you deserve to be happy and I'm proud to have you as a friend