Thhoughts don't get you jail time, acting on them does. I think most people who have a rape fantasy have those moments where they see somebody and think "man...what if".
I would strongly suggest seeking out some counselling help, just because it sounds like you're starting to flirt with danger. I totally believe you don't intend to act on those feelings, but you might benefit in getting some help in putting more control on them. I mean telling a counsellor you have these urges is confidential, and if you're at or close to the point where that urge is getting too strong, better to be safe than sorry. Especially if you're having trouble finding a freaky partner lol.
You just don't want one bad night or one too many drinks to ruin your life. Not to mention, rapists aren't exactly popular in prison either. Remember...keep it a game and it's all good
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