It takes a lot of willpower andself love to be ok with being by yourself I think, along with stable support from family and friends. The only way you'll become ok with being alone (you won't be anyways, so don't worry about it) involves a lot of self loathing, and once you''ve decided you are going to be alone, nothing is going to pull you out of it, even this alleged "perfect person". Take it from me, a living, breathing example of someone that's given up on finding someone, that once that quest for love ends so does nearly everything else. Don't give up. Ever.
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