Why is rape, malice and degradation so thrilling?
I have asked this question for most of my life feeling alienated for having to always think of malice and anything sick just to get off. Why? Is it the "Natural Man" carnal thinking? Why does it always have to be rape and malice for me to bust a nut robbing me of humility? I know many of you asked a similar question. I struggled with this 'thrill' of many sorts my whole life.
Any answers or comments would be greatly appreciated?
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